Wednesday, April 11, 2007'♥
just want you to know. im actually really pissed to be in a guy school again. not that im despo, but it seriously sucks to know.
6 years st mikes.
5 years st pats.
3 years MM.
2 years ns.
2 years ntu.
i'd like to swear. and is so f r e a k i n g not funny i think.
maybe im just being emo. sorry.
just got another lecture from one of the cadets parent today.
myles mother.
then my wonderful boss got admitted into the hosp.
i just aint got anymore energy to think bout all these nonsense that's around anymore.
then i've got so many people depending on me.
can't it all just stop?
and cant you stop liking me? i think it's sick.
you could never just get it.
then today i passed the places where she used to turn.
maybe i should just get a life.
and why should my day be kept dark when the sun is all shining?
i really hope you guys stop demanding.
cause sometimes, i really dont have much to give.
finally, i cant be mean damn it. its just not me.
cK
thanks xiao zhu. for putting that smile on me for a few seconds.
luke hugged cali@
9:16 PM
