AH! haha. Work today wasnt that bad =) had lots of laughing times with boss. I kinda sprained my ankle though. I worked overtime too. I was supposed to paint this boat? But i painted he boat and myself. haha. i got seriously sea sick today too, the sea was like 0_0



Just to let ya'll know, i dont usually sound like that (dam ah beng lor) and there was a script and i cant act lol.



haha. what can i say? i dont sound like that too... and yeah. there was a script too.. including that busted part. haha

YESTERDAY

Eric, yt and i met up at my workplace after my work where i then brought them to see the sunset (changi lor. that time plan a chalet, then those ppl ask me go cancel. got sunrise also lor) And we then went to my place, slack for a while, watched PCK, then reply to pam tell her cannot make it for the outing tomorrow. after that went to eat western food. SHIOK BODOH! haha. After that, we crap for awhile, talk nonsence, then after that went to make short clips (the 2 above). Then went to my house again to slack, they left at 1120pm.








In 2006 NDP, i remembered one thing that the CIs told us during training.
People! We would appreciate it if you guys do it once, and do it right. Because everyone else out there is suffering the same thing as you guys. Always listen to the double beat because it's what sets the beat.

Oh, welcome the first week of being happy man! haha

This was something i said to some of my contingent mates before the actual NDP (got it from somewhere. it was to 'relax' the guys, tensed u see =)). Lets have faith that right makes might, and in that faith let us, to the end, dare to do our duty as we understand it.

and that was how we did it

cK

WAZZZZAAAAA?!?! haha.

Met up with eric today then went over to Shenton Way (Raffles place) to meet up with Mel at her office. Haha. Hey girl! I might join u!! =)

Went to have a super shiok dinner with eric. one plate of hokkien mee.. 3 bowls of rice... bbq fish... kang kong. WOO!! haha

oh yah, sodium? thanks for your advice k? love you "princess" haha.

cK

Let's usher in the 4th day of being happy! haha. I just woke up this morning? feeling so so good. just like the other mornings =) and my sore eye is nearly cured man! no polyclinics, no medicine, just GOD. haha

Hossan Leong is super funny.



Went to order 60 formation signs at beach rd yesterday bt that shop that i was supposed to go didnt open. Boo` So instead i went to PS to meet eric and yun ting at 530pm where we then walked to lau pa sat to eat dinner!! After that we went to esplanade to buy cookie nibbles. Shiok lor!! haha. I complimented the lady's cookies? and she was like, if you buy 16 pieces i'll give you an extra 6. of course i went "ooh okay!! =)" haha.




Eric and i walked home as usual.

perhaps you think i may be lying. thing is, i wont ever lie to you about such things. soon you'll realise. soon =)it's hard to force that smile when i see my old friends around you. I aint forcing anymore man, no more =) i smile, because i know that i need it =)SMILE MAN!! haha.

If you had one shot, to give up something in exchange for another... Would you do it? What would you exchange? I know that if i could do it over, i'd trade away all the words that i left unspoken in my heart

Brr.. so sappy =P but hey =P haha anyway, it SUCKS planning like crap have your plans screwed up in the end. I dont know why? but i was sad, now im like all happy again. Thanks to the peeps that made me smile!! DAY 4 LE! =) cali, chark (sodium), Cy, jason, eric, yt, ed, crys, deb n eug

cK

WHOO~!! DAY 3 OF BEING HAPPY MAN!!!

And this sore eye thing still hasnt subsided. LOL! I look like a goldfish?

Shall i go to the polyclinic, or shall i pray man? I think praying is better =P See how lah.

cK: Eh cuz why you so sad man?
Boon: My hopes of being a OG leader is dashed. im so depressed cn?
cK: Well, being a leader might not be all that good too y know? =) cheers!
Boon: True la, but still its more fun 2 b torturing den being tortured rite?
cK: You mean u get tortured in MJ? anyway, usually it's the "being tortured" part that u rmb y know? =)
Boon: I no face lor. Malu. U know? this snr from MJ? he's a councillor and he takes the same bus as me everyday.. n aft that interview, wheneva i c him, im reminded of tt horrendous ans i gave em.
cK: Man... what ans u gave them?
Boon: Dey ask wad if i kena a quiet n nt enthu OG... I say if i hav done my bes to chat wif em, dey still keep quiet, i will act sad and hurt. den they will feel guilty. den dey stare at me loh...

Dont sad leh. the last time i conducted a council interview? man, we were all laughing at the answers those guys gave us.

cK

The "saddest" song of 2006... Saddest for jason and cK. haha. Anyway, the singer's name is called rascal flatts. imagine when he was in school.

Sit down rascal!!! lol... rascal.



do you ever think about the future? what do you see?
what do you see?
i'm serious
you *pauses* i see you.

cK

ZGMF MAN!!! haha. woo``.

Happiness~! been really happy yesterday and today? maybe the "=(" days are over!

and pray to God, he hears you =)

where did i go wrong? now i know =) no where i didnt go wrong anywhere. it's just me.

i promised God that i'll memorise the whole of chapter 3 of ecclesiastes from the bible. it's time to start memorising it. it's really meaningful k? it gives you the answers to whatever you have in your heart.

wahaha. npcc = 60 formation signs i must order. boo`

i so feel like wearing that white uniform again (PAP HURRAY!!). kidding man. not anti-PAP or anything, just that my school u is white =) k im stating the obvious.

CY, what's up with your dinosaur smile? that's damn intimidating man. it's like the dumb crocs in those cartoons? where they kinda give that smile and u see those sharp teeth. haha.

cK: got diff grades of DMs wan.
[cali] hahaha
cK: Grade 1 = tsk. the kind that you never wanna ever meet
Grade 2 = still tsk. but not as tsk as grade 1
Grade 3 = Not that tsk already. not that bad wan
Grade 4 = the kind that all the students wanna look for. why? becoz super slack. like my sch DM

KCs DM... i think can be grade 1.5. the last time i went there? wah, scared man, ask me to write letter to her just to sell some tickets. TKGS DM, not bad, grade 3 lah. SAC DM, grade 2.5. So overall, KC DM still the most scary one. haha.

"I DIDNT KNOW YOU GET HIGH ON AFV TOO!!"

cK

this is a cute MV to me =) and jolin looks rather cute/hot in this MV anyways =DD


Had a really cool convo with calister just now that made me !$@# haha. not pissed, just kinda overwhelmed. i got tricked k?

[cali] oh what do you get when you melt paper?
cK: er... you can melt paper? ashes?? smoke?? melted paper?
[cali] erm LAME riddle mah... all wrong.
cK: pulp?
[cali] hahaha wrong wrong wrong =D
cK: You seem so happy when i get them wrong.
[cali] of cuz happy. continue guess
cK: hmm. haha. man, you know this thing called the internet? i kinda searched it? guess what it gave me? melted chocolates. lol...
[cali] lousy. my friend came up with it =P so you wont be able to find it on the internet.
cK: wah.. okay.
[cali] hahaha.

fast forward. then i gave her some "bombastic" theory that no one would understand.

cK: k i really cant get it girl. i'd read your mind though, but ur mind aint a library nor is it a book. and there's this thing called msn? yeah.
[cali] hahaha. it's liquid paper.

!@#!@#! haha....

cK

It's time to get a cell group man... It's time...

past few days have just been work work work. boo. now im sick. blah.

thanks, boon (my cuz), for your occasional rawrs.. haha.

"Lord, it feels all so down lately. It's been a while since i last praised your name. I'd like to do it again"

Never let Love and Faithfulness leave You - Prov 3:3

And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds. Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another - and all the more as you see the Day approaching. - Heb 10:24-25

Heart. Is all i ever need.

cK

i want to simple again man...

all these screwed complexities im living with? these words that not many people understand?

damn. you'd wanna be simple again. after you know the feeling of being too troubled by all the other small things that goes on in this life of mine.

why am i struggling so hard man? why is that so?

why am i battling so hard man? what is it for?

im sick of this shit, im sick of what this mind has conceived. i want to be all simple again. no complications no hiding anymore man...

im sick of guessing. im sick of jumping to conclusions.

so?

cK

blah

woo` was at school yesterday for sec 1 orientation camp. haha. learnt quite of lot of things from there. and as usual, i'd find myself working in the same team together with my juniors - however only this time i aint a facilitator. i can do whatever stuff i see fit! rocks man!



oh and there's this project? the participants and all facils have to fold paper cranes as part of some charity thing. for every paper crane we fold, some rice company will donte one bowl of rice to any charitable organisation in singapore. and so i found myself very free... i took like 70 pieces of paper and started to fold the cranes. So after folding like 7 cranes? Debbie and Daryl came to visit some facilitators and i. So obviously, i'd "induce" her into folding the cranes with me. yeah so in the end we folded all 70 cranes? but we ended at around 9pm (we started at 6pm). So i walked her to the bus stop to take a bus then returned to school to accompany daryl to the bus stop together with edmund and david (my jnrs/friends). At the same time we went to buy lots and lots of potato chips. muaha.




Anyway, lots of weird things happened. There was also an explosion? at around 10:10pm last night at the siglap canal (the one behind our school) So there was smoke and all, then the facils all made a big hoo ha about it. not one was hurt, isolated case. end of story. haha.

Slept at 4am because i talked to jason about life, school, and mentored him about other stuff. Also, because i was crapping with edmund, david and dickson. But most importantly, the 5 of us shifted to 6 diff locations arnd the school before being able to sleep.

1. At courtyard podium (then rain)
2. Outside LT1 (too hot)
3. Foyer (too many ants)
4. Portico (too hot)
5. 3E5 classroom (no space)
6. finally, 2N2 class room

woke up at 6:45am. so i went round the school taking various snapshots after washing up and before the participants get ready for breakfast.







Gab: I still remember the time we took attendence.
cK: Huh? When?
Gab:The time during NPCC? Where you called my name "Gabriel Lim". I replied "yes sir". Then you asked me whether calling me gab or gabriel was better. I said Gab. The the next thing you said was, okay sure. Then you looked at me and said "i hope one day you will think of me as your friend".
cK: So have you?
Gab: I guess your more than a friend.
cK: i kinda got it from a book actually...
Gab: But i remembered it anyway. and i was the only one
cK: Well, i'd like to let you know that wasnt random.
Gab: Could tell *laughs*

The following is a picture that (from the left) dickson, david, i, edmund and jason took. So boy-bandish right? haha. they're my juniors, and they rock.



SMILE YA'LL!

cK

i'd just be me =)

to a certain extent, you may be right. but you do realise that sometimes it's just not me that feel these kinda things right? well, yeah, i may be dampened because of what you did and you said. though i wouldnt need to see it, i feel it. still you may be right, and for once, i feel that you are right. thing is, you were never wrong and you knew best. so you know that im stuggling with this bitterness and you're sure that i'm able to get through the fires and flames. you know that no matter what i'd pull through. you know you're never wrong. i know you're never wrong. isnt that so... God?

cK

Today, i took off from work to go back to St pats to conduct sgt test - something which i didnt do. In fact, i had a talk and a bonding session with the ncos. I never seen those guys so happy, i never seen them having a complete squad attendence since sec 2. Somehow, and weirdly, it feels like npcc is still part of me.

After the npcc, my friend/junior jason and i chatted for 2 hours. We went to 7/11 to get some snacks. We then went back to school (the guys were having sec 1 orientation) and opened up a classroom and sat down on the floor at the entrance. As i was walking to the classrooms, i saw the sec 1s. It seemed so special - that moment - because it feels like seeing myself 5 years ago. For that, looking at how i've grown, the experiences that i've gone through, i'm grateful.

The weather today, too, seemed so great for us to chat. the breeze, the brightness of the sky...

Jason said:
"you have faith, while i will believe"
"Have you ever regretted anything?"
"i find it hard to stay committed"
"Have you taken any things for granted?"
"perhaps it's human nature to take things for granted, only then we will know how to treasure the things we've got"
"i think you've got to set the beat"

i said
"at around 10 months time you will graduate. After that, when you return to school, and you look at those desks and chairs in the classroom, you'd wish that you had enjoyed every moment in school"
"i've taken love for granted"
"i've got to admit, having faith in something isnt easy"
"you will want to walk along the corridors again"
"where did i go wrong?"

The youtube video that i posted in this entry was a song that the both of us listened and sung together, while we were sitting down and chatting.

I felt you again God, that you were sitting beside me. I now know, that i just have to trust everything in you. and i will believe and have faith in you again. I know i should not do everything with my own strength.





i wrote the following song. it's only a part of it though. enjoy =)
"and it feels like time has an upper hand,
i dont know what im trying to understand.
and i feel like i should make a change,
then again time seems so much against.
but im not angry nor helpless,
im just content, smiling"

always smile =)

cK

had lots of fun with SKY today. wahaha. went to watch "Gridiron Gang" with em after visiting NP. Its a really nice show. i'd recommend it. kinda inspiring =) like i always say "heart, all u need to have is heart". After the show we wanted to go eat (we were just famished man) so we walked to heeren. along the way, we saw this guy who held a card saying "free hugs". haha. i WENT to that fella and hugged him man. haha. the rest didnt hug. so bad lor. boo`

dint talk much today. was always stuttering. throat. haiz. wasnt feelin well, urgghh.

just last wed i was wishing for friday to come. it seemed so long waiting for fri to come. and when fri soon arrived, it passed by so fast that i didnt even realise that it has passed.

hmm. free hugs again anyone?

cK

i woke up today with this feeling, that better things are coming my way though i wasnt well. so i got up and went to work anyway. went to work, saw many nice clouds. haha. so i kinda felt much better as i looked up the sky. here's what i saw...










my convo with my sis, starring darth vader, played by my sis
DARTH VADER: LUKE I AM YOUR FATHER!!!!
ME: EH black face, you dont come here play punk hor... basket. my father go dunno where already, then if u my father why dont u take of your mask and come and talk to me face to face? basket, i tell u ah BOY, you better dont come here play wimme hor!! otherwise i jab my hand into your CPU thing on your chest there ah, and rip off your computerized voice box thingy.
DARTH VADER: YOU LIKE TO SAY BASKET ALOT I SUPPOSE. VERY WELL MY CHILD, YOU CAN TRY TO RIP THINGS OFF ME. TRY! *laughs with that dumbass computerized thing* wa. ha. ha. ha. ha.
ME: Dont need to rip lah. you computerized piece of junk *PUI*!!!
DARTH VADER: AH. SHIT. I CANNOT TOUCH WATER. AH. AH. AH.
ME: heh heh. dont think u breathe in breathe out so loud very BIG hor!!!

haha.

cK

and i still cant believe you came up to me and said "i love you". urgh!!

there's no where else in the world i'd rather be right now. because wherever i may go, the thought of that stills lingers in my head. everywhere i go now, it feels like a burden upon me. everywhere i go now, it seems that it will never leave me. i want to leave that thought. because of that, because of that one moment with you, i now know what it means to truly escape.

so are you convinced now?

booom`` im losing my crappy touch. my sis says im maturing to be more like a gentleman. u know like those korean stars in shows? yeah something like that. haha. she also said said something bout me being a lady killer. oh yes i am. i kill females, but cracking up stupid jokes and making them run up to walls. sure. blah. you're cute sis, but seriously, not cute enuff

work was rather fulfilling today. i made a drawer!! =)

have you ever felt it? the urge to create?

"all the bees and birds are flying"

cK

the following is a convo by my junior (jason) and i. we were talking bout the sgt promo test when we suddenly came to a mentoring session.

jason: haha i wont force you to tell me anything.
me: well if you force me i'll fail your sgt test. simple right?
jason: i think, even if you dont fail me, i'd fail anyways.
me: haha have faith man. believe, like your nick says.
jason: i always believed, and im still believing.
jason: but believe and faith are almost similar
me:but you do know that they mean 2 totally different things right?
jason: explain both, boss.
me: faith is something surreal. like you dont know it's there, but it's there. faith is like a glimmer of light that gives you comfort in a dark room. faith is like having trust in people to catch you when you're falling. faith is like believing in what you feel, even if you cannot see it.
jason: what about believe?
me: believing is something psychological. something that makes you go further because you feel and know that you can do it. believing is like going faster, stronger and higher in all that you do. believing is like a seed that brings out the glory in you. something that brings out all that you've got.
jason: i believe that faith and believing work well when combined.
me: heart, is what u get by combing both.
jason: yup

it's been nine days, eight hours, forty minutes, six seconds since you last said that.

i wanna be a fighter pilot lah... i dont want business...

cK

Just a while ago, Keith, Jake and I chatted about how long SKY would last. Honestly, i dont know. Perhaps i dont even want to think about it. However, sometimes we have to be realistic. As for me, typing an entry on my blog means a reflection. Though it may get rather boring sometimes like how the group experiences from time to time, it is something that we have to live with.

Free hugs anyone? =)

Today's sermon at church taught me to do something that i've forgotten for sometime - perserverance. I've learnt how to follow my heart once again. Somehow, i felt my heart say that i should trust God in everything and nto just take things really slow and be true.. get it? That includes her. Well, heart, you were never wrong. So what's up?

do you feel wierd reading through someone's blog?

i've read through mine. and i hate people to think that's all there is to me. there's a great deal more to me than the foolish things i contemplate and write about sometimes. but with those writings, do come a certain degree of substance. the very fact that i'm writing these things and not talking about them has to lend to some part of me.. perhaps one that i'm not too comfortable with.. but that's just in my writing.

alot of others' blog may very well reflect who they are and serve as a very good representation of what that person is really like. there could be very well alot more.. and hopefully not alot less.

so yes, gauging people based on their writings may not be the smartest thing to do. but it's odd, when it's all you've got on them, it's hard not to ignore them right? it's hard not to believe that you've got some kind of insider-information on that person.. so much so that you start to think you know them better than you actually do, so much so that you're willing to say or do more than you should, based completely on that false sense of security.. and an image you've only read about, but never quite experienced or known. what i guess i'm saying is.. be careful what you think you know about people. you may not be all i've made you out to be...

and i may not be who you think i am...

so who are you to judge me??

"you're waiting for someone to put you together, you're waiting for someone to push you away."

cK

Yesterday was a rather busy day for me =| Woke up at around 7plus am then went to have my breakfast with mummy. So at around 9 plus i left house to buy my np beret crest. i arrived at the place at tampines at around 10am and i saw that the shop opens at 11am. !@#!@# So i waited for about an hour at a nearby bus stop opposite a police station but it was not opened yet. During this time alot of people came up to me and was like "officer, does the 2 buses from the bus stop go to the interchange?" (i was wearing npcc half u. so i looked like a cop) And i was like oh yes it does. Anyway, i didnt open so i ran from tamp SAFRA all the way to bedok stadium becoz there was another shop there and i was kinda running late.

So i bought my stuff. and then i bought some bread for my juniors. U see, the training starts at 1pm and school ends at 12.40. There's no time for the kids to have their lunch man. Haha. SO yeah. Went, back to school, the VP chatted with me, i saw many teachers, and yup, my juniors!!! From the various leadership boards and ccas. whoo~`

Then i proceeded to ECP for chalet with the SKY peeps. I HAD A BLAST OF A TIME! Anyway, here's what we did, we cycled in the rain, watched "step up" and "rob b hood", then we had pillow fights, "humping" sessions, eating, crapping sessions, playing card sessions, playing mahjong sessions, going-to-the-police-station-to-return-found-i/c sessions, playing pool sessions and hmm, talking sessions.




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Eric and i had really good talks. We talked about the happenings within SKY. Anyway, what we feel is that the stuff (relationships, outings, things) has just begun to take an unexpected change and it seems ike things are getting more complicated. i dont know how to explain it either. but yeah. It just seems like you dont know who is "for" you and who is "against" you. Something which i do not like. Well, it isnt that bad actually. So yeah, dont think too much lah CK!!!!


if it was really you, why did you do it?

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Today, i woke up at 6 am at the chalet and begun playing dai dee with yt, sam and albert. As usual, albert seems really stressed. haha. after that, we went to return the bikes we rented at 930am where we then proceeded to parkway to have our brunch. After that, we all parted ways - then i droped sam off at her house before returning home via cab. During the cab ride we were talking bout how long SKY'd last. I didn't say anything.

盲目的追寻你, 仍然空空荡荡.

cK

Today was just perfect for working man. It was raining the whole day. And because it's raining the whole day, i don't have to work!! As in i do not need to go out the the yard and do maintenance on the boats. So i just sat at one corner and relaxed. Yup, for the whole day =)

i love the weather like that

Gonna go sch tomorrow. Boo~` Havent even prepared my np uniform yet xia... Shall go prep it after this entry. Anyway, mr lim called me just now to tell me that promo for the sec 4s have been pushed forward to 1pm. That means no more jamming session. Blah. And st pats has this new VP. And she wants to see me tomorrow. Hmm, i wonder what for.

"I still remember the day we promised to go back to st pat's after we've graduated. Thing is, i came to realsied that each individual has their own lives to lead. So i thought and told others that i'll go back twice a week. Then i found a job, then i had outings, then i went out. Day by day passed, and i have not yet returned. Then i saw patricians who said they didnt want to go back, instead went back. Now, i realised something again. When i said i that i'll go back, actually, all i wanted to do was merely to escape."

but i still love st pats.

i used to say "i have fought the good fight, i have run the race, i have kept the faith" after each obstacle like o's levels or things that troubled my mind. i want to start saying that again.

=)

cK

Today's rather moderate. Painted a yatch. Got my whole hand painted as well. Worked out at uncle arriola's gym =| While returning home today, i saw rather nice clouds and took some pictures of em. Then, i realised that i lose my phone!!! grr. So i ran all the way back to the boat yard and it was lying on floor. HAH! blur me.











Not jamming on Friday with jason already. Instead, i told him to go wear his full-u and get ready for promo >.< Then, chatted with gab. What's the story man? This batch of NCOs, very solo wan. Haiz.

Weng and kenneth are in charge of the council now. blah. hope they do a good job. or one that's better than mine. but too bad =P unless you guys got the heart, you guys aint beating me in leading the council =P I KNOW U ARE READING THIS. muahaha

Ate really super shiok fish soup for dinner =)

copied the following from my sis's scrap book. dunno if she composed it or what... yeah
我想关上这城市所有的灯光. 电视墙吵杂的情歌还在拼命播放, 我安静在区等来电铃声. 我在街道上人潮衬托我的孤单, 想象谁幸运的陪在你身旁. (I wish i can turn off the city lights. The television and radio sets are broadcasting songs of love, but quietly i sit in this building waiting for my phone to ring. As i walk along the crowded streets, it raged the lonesome feeling i had in me, thinking of who's the lucky one, standing beside you.)

cK

overview of 2006 =) felt like doing it

Jan: Adopted the smile more and crap more concept
The first time in my years in St Pats to actually ace tests.
Chicks Fan Club formed.

Feb: Torn. By SPS NPCC. Office politics. Sorry to my batch of NCOs. First time i cried in front of all my juniors because i lost a war.
Appointed as the "class committee of 5n1"
Chinese New Year. Talked to my little cousins as if i was a kid all over again.

March: NDP Training. (i applied it for 5 years. I only got it on the last year)
Camp La Salle. The first time i made so many kids laugh and smile.
NPCC Sec 1 camp. The first time i looked to the sky and realised that it was so blue...
Did really well in CA1

April: SPS Student Leaders' Investiture. 3rd president of Student Council.
SPS Military Band Concert. Shouldn't have asked you along

May: Went to KC, TKGS, SAC and CHIJ STC to sell tix for drama production. mad rush of gals from tkgs.

June: Adventure Training Camp. The first time i really saw teamwork in you guys. The first time juniors inspired me.
The first NDP training that i skipped.
SPS Drama Production. Same thing, i should not have asked you along.
The first time i met jacq and it may very well not be a pleasant ending.
Chinese O's which i got c6 for.
LLTC. The first time i knew everything was meant to be
The first time i had 96 missed calls in just 1 hr

July: The start where things went down.
TKGS Prefects investiture. Met kendra and cali there.
SPS Rock Concert. The most screwed up thing i've ever ran. but hey, it was a success.

August: NDP 06. After that i lost faith in NPCC.

Sept: T'chers day 06. The record time where i wore the sps uniform for 18 hours and the longest time i stayed in school. 17 hours
The first time i had teachers thanking me for the things i've done for them.

Oct: Prelims were the most screwed exam i've ever done.
Ending of stalking streak for rabi ali.

Nov: O Levels.
Grad Night.
SPF-NPCC Badge Presentation. Shook the president's hand. woo...

Dec: The third year which i spent my birthday out of singapore.
I lost my best buddy.
CFP 06. The first time i actually gotten to know and mingle with gals in the whole year (apart from NDP).


Overall, 2006 = a busy year. It's rather moderate lor... haiz. bleah. it's OVER.

FRIDAY!!! ARHGHGH!! Okay, so the video that SPS NPCC is going to do with st margarets is gonna get postponed to next wed. So not much fun already. WHY?!! BECAUSE I HAVE TO TAKE THE NCOs FOR THEIR PROMO!! URGH! Not that i dread it... It's just going to be super boring.

The following are mistakes that i always tell my juniors to avoid (n now i do them. screwed right?)
1. Keep belt in a zip lock bag. If you leave if out in the open, mould will grow. (i left them in my drawer, didnt care)
2. clean ur boots occassionally so that will not be super dusty. (i didnt)
3. keep your badges in a place where u can find them (AND I LOST MY MOST COVETED BADGE!!)

friday, im loooking forward to it... my uniform standard MUST not drop.

spf-npcc *sobs* where are you??

cK

I guess today ain't that bad =) thank you God. Had some occasional dust flying into my eyes coz i was sanding a dumb boat. grr. Other than that, the following are pictures are taken after work. Every single one of them =) Enjoy, and please give comments.

i hate sandflies... they seem to adore me



It looks like God is going to come down any moment...




Wouldn't it be better if we were all just friends?




The clouds that awe...




The things my camera see..




The solitary eagle that reminded me about how things work in life...




Courtesy of sodium...




Crossroads...




Lagoon...




She is everything you want, but you don't know why...




Beautiful waves




Courtesy of sodium




Paths of life...




Hydrogen Chloride. Covalent bonding. Just like us, then. A weak bond =)




Animals make our world so much more complete...


如果真的我有一雙翅膀 兩雙翅膀...

=)

cK

Thank you Papa Bear!!! =) I'll be all happy again ;) for all of you guys out there!!!!

I once told you that i'll make the impossible, possible. I will stick to it.

"St pats left! st pats right! st pats centre, st pats fight! OOH AHH! st pats at the warpath! OOH AHH YEAH!"

Took communion today. Felt much better than i had been for the past week. Still, i quarreled with my mum today. Sorry mummy>. And now is one of the times where i wish i can indulge in my own world of fantasy. Where i close my eyes and enjoy all that's around me. But i know i've got to be strong and still face each day as it comes. That's when this little thought of having a fantasy world, suddenly just fades away, and the reality kicks in. and still i don't know what's wrong with me

i always thought i'd be great to be in your surreal fantasy

I know there will be much better days though =) Because i've got friends to make that smile of mine appear. I'd like to thank Char Kuay (you're my sodium that reacts with me to bring out that smile!! Thanks girl =)), Pam (the aunty jing shen! just by saying you nick makes me wanna smile), Eugene (though you're my junior, i've learnt as much from you as you've learnt from me) and Mel (though you didn't do or say anything, nor did u know about my plight, thanks. becoz u know that leadership is what drives me). Lastly, to those that i've not mentioned but have helped me during this time, thank you, you guys know who you are =)

Though you're most probably not going to read this, Sam, i'd still wanna apologise to you for making you flustered yesterday. Though it was just a misunderstanding, though it's over, i still harbour the feeling of making you disappointed in me. I'm not going to give any excuses because i know even if i had, the thing was, i'd still be in the wrong. So i'd like to ask, would you forgive me?

"To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under heaven" Ecclesiastes 3:1
"Watch, stand fast in the faith, be brave, be strong. Let all that you do be done with love" 1 Corinthians 16:13-14

"Feels like I have should be screaming, trying to get through to my friends. Sometimes it feels that life has no meaning, but I know things will be alright in the end."

my faith, where have you gone?

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