Hello all! Anyway, I haven’t been updating lately because of my late night appointments with the CFP peeps. THis is gonna be a LONG entry. Pardon me...



Sunday
Went to church and then headed to the new Ikea store at Pasir Ris. After that, I took a really long and painful (my ass hurts lor…) journey to Jake’s house together with the CFP peeps where we had BBQ where I met and talked to his really funny Jap and 3rd sis. Stayed over at his house together with Shawn and Keith and we talked about life, girls and people. Slept at 5 and woke up at 9 where I then headed back home and eventually knocked out on my bed again.

Wednesday
Played badminton with Dickson for like 4 hours in the morning/afternoon. Since Sam’s BBQ today has been cancelled, Aron decided to hold a BBQ over at his place yesterday. So I did the same thing, I took a really long and hurting bus ride over to Aron’s and we had BBQ. Duh! But first, to the BBQ, we had to make this really winding walk around a maze at his house. And so I made everyone laugh and all during that period of time. Then God suddenly felt like flushing his heavenly toilet. So we got this really cool (literally) thing called rain. So we packed everything at lightning speed though not breaking any sound barrier, and we used a really big ass sheet to cover us as we walk out the dumb maze in a single file.

Sometimes I feel that there are many things in life that seem so obvious, but we just totally miss it although it is right in front of us, I figured that’s why they created this thing called specs. Still, I cannot help but realise the pains of changing for the better. The struggles… it’s like wrestling with a bolster, only to know that you’ll never suffocate it. After all it IS stuffed with cotton. Hmm.

“Heart – is all you need to changing the world. It is all you need to change yourself. It is you ever need to do something that’s out of the ordinary. It is all you need to make and be the difference. But really and truthfully, you and I know that you need heart to survive. Don’t you? ;)”

Oh, by the way Pam, you know the tag box on the right? Well, I’ve got bad news for you. I CANT TAG! Don’t know why. I think it must be because you tagged it first, so the system wasn’t exactly happy and decided to ‘dao’ me. Yah. So at the meantime, please keep talking to yourself. You seem pretty much happy doing so anyways. You’re Pam, you’re one of a kind =)

Mariah Carey and Boyzone - One Sweet Day. This is one song you should listen. It's really nice, though it's more of a funeral-ish kind of song. The words are really meaningful though.



, packed up my room today after jake alled me at 11am and woke me up from my wonderland. And at 3 i went out to meet up with jake and eric at marina square. So we went to eat and did nothing else. Supposed to shop for Christmas presents though, but our results weren't exactly fruitful =P Bleah. But anyway, after jake left at 6 sam, gwen and eugene met up with us, where we then headed to tampines to eat, sit, and talk bout stuff till about 9pm? but before meeting up, eric and i had a giant ice cream for only $5.50. woo~!!. So that's just today. Something like a routine that i go through huh? Haha. I'm starting to miss my crapping partner PAMELA!!! without her, im beginning to log out of my msn before 11. hm.

and i know you're shining down on me form heaven

I woke up this morning, feeling rather dried up. I didn't feel in top form. Today wasn't one of my best days either. Also, Pam is leaving for Italy tonight. I feel so crappy today.



Had an outing yesterday with the people from SP CFP 06. Anyway, we went to VivoCity to eat Carls Jnr. Then we went to the arcade there to play loads of games. Eugene and Crystal rocked the Para Para machines. We then headed to Marina Square to watch the Curse of the Golden Flower. Man, bloody show. I wonder why it isn't NC 16. Or is it? Anyway, we also played bowling. It all ended at around 9pm where we then headed to Esplanade to eat. Jake then paid for the satays. Thanks alot! The food there's like super ex though... lol. After that, we went to the shore front to play truth or dare. wah. that was really, i don't know how to describe it. hah. And im being branded the Lame Man. Ha.

Then, Eric, samantha and i walked home from esplanade. Reached home at around 4 am? haha =P that's what you call determination!! Eric and i talked about life, money, relationships, family and food.

Today, went to Bugis with Jake. Bought some Christmas presents. Wow!! I didnt even get anything for myself =P bought those.. err.. whachamacallit... dunno lah!! haha. And right now, i'm just so hungry.

Every action has an equal and opposite reaction. everytime. everywhere. everyone. everything.

I just got job as at the boat yard at Changi Sailing Club. Hah, quite funny though. I mean not many youth nowadays would really find a job at a boat yard would they? Anyway, my job ranges from carpentry to getting wet in the water. It's gonna be really dirty now... Hmm =P

Just uploaded a tagboard. not so sure if it'll work. Try it out though.

I love niptuck =) Pam made me watch it. Haha. nothing much i would say abou her though, lest she gets angry with me =P

Congrats to those who've done well and passed their N levels =D

Life is like a carousel. I feel thta you're seated 180 degrees away from me, heading towards your very own destination, totally oblivious that here i am, constantly reaching out to you, chasing right behind you, catching your fall. I fear i couldn't catch up with you. i couldn't understand. As we continue turning round and round, you may appear to the others that you're proceeding, and of course, i may seem to be moving on too. Yet, as i watch you, you're right there at the same spot. You're stationary. 180 degrees away, there you are, stagnant. not even a step has been taken. Not a single move. As i watch you, i know i've found you, i know you're the one, i know i really like you. and as i watch you, i thought... really, do i really want you?

Light from the nearby window was just beginning to chase away the shadows, for that i am really grateful

The following song is by Jay Chou. It is entitled "xing qing". Chose this song for today because i feel an urge to just fall in love again. Haha. It's been 2 years okay??? =P



, i went to church today and i saw stars!!! Haha. No i did not faint or anything. The people at church decorated the sanctuary with all the stars hanging down from the ceiling together with those bright and shiny Christmas tree balls. Hmm. It looked really nice. Here's a picture of it. It isn't really clear though.

I went out with albert today. he wanted to do some shopping so i became his impromptu fashion consultant. we chatted alot. i kinda taught him many things as he claimed. and somehow, i feel that i've gotten to know him better. however, there's still a part of me that says that he needs to put in more effort in what's he's doing. The truth is, i dunno whether to pity him or not. I do not know whether to trust him or not. Given my nature, i will. Am i doing the right thing however? Hmm. Anyway, sad things aside. I went to Century Square today and i saw the LOONEY TOONS!!! =D I was so bored that i bought an F-16 FIghting Falcon Airfraft model to fix. And the both of us went to TM to watch Happy Feet. SO cute. but i still feel guilty spending $9.50 on a ticket. bleah.

I kinda thought of everyone back at St Pat's for the past few days. All the moments that we had shared, the friendships that we've forged through the years... It all boils down to the day we graduate and that moment is priceless.



CFP 2006, it's been a pleasure.Though i had only participated for 5 days, it felt as if i knew you all for so long. I am sure to say that this week has been the best week of this year. And i managed to enter the pool after a week of itchy back! Everyone was just looking gorgeous during the DnD. I rushed to Clementi in the afternoon so i can get Tabitha the ice-cream sticks that i had promised her. haha. DnD was just great. I danced like a mad man!! haha. Justin, and i were like dancing with each other (lol). I found out that eugene is a really great dancer. Zong zhe kept our pact for wear blazers to the event (muahaha). You know? During the DnD, i had a really cool encounter with God.



As many of YOU guys out there know i do not drink, it'll take me a whole load of persuation just to even hold a can of beer. I asked justin to buy beer for me though. I felt really guilty and all (this was during the Mr. n Mrs. CFP 06) so i went out to take a breather. Confessed. Just then i was about to leave, i kinda felt God sitting right beside me (i was sitting on the ground, against a wall) and when justin returned, i asked him where is the beer, he told me "someone took it already". SO yeah, miracle. Jake and i officially named each other best friends =)

The Following was something i texted out on my phone when i was out during the Mr and Mrs CFP:

Friends
As we walk on the roads of life,
we see the people that come by,
as part of the package life has to offer,
something that all of us have to experience.

Some people, may be those whom which we will grow old with,
some people, may just be a part of an experience
some people, it is uncertain whether you'll ever meet them again even if you want to,
some people, may just be the people you wish to meet.

As we wander along at the crossroads of life, there will be those who will continue to stay as a memory, or continue to be the one that will be with you till you grey.

it's been a pleasure knowing people like you guys, i hope it doesn't stops here, but we wont ever go back to that classroom that we have shared with each other for 3 years.

This is another video that i came across when one of my friends told me that this video and song's really cool. It is entitled "easy tonight" by Five For Fighting. it's a really nice song, ith rather pleasant story line. It does get rather sad towards the ending of the clip thought. ENjoi!



, was just plain tiring for me man. Anyway, we built some house thing (like a miniature thing, full with furnitures and garden) for some boring orientation at the School of Built Environment. I kena gastric coz i didnt take my lunch and breakfast. It was really boring. SO we (the ppl in group Architects and patricians) started to act dumb and played seak takraw and cricket in the concourse. lol. Then, suddenly (lol.. sounds like a story) zong zhe, shawn and i started making wooden boomerangs, like those i played in pri school, using ice cream sticks.



You can't imagine how happy i was after the whole thing ended. i jjust had one thing in mind, sleep. Sam had to spoil it though by pulling me out of the train because she wants me to to go town. and therefore i DID get out of the train, and i DIDNT get my sleep. haha... watched deja vu though. Really really great show. in case if you're wondering what is it about, it's about deja vu. haha. recurring stuff.

right now.... i just want to close my eyes and fall asleep.

"i knew i loved you" by Savage Garden. Though this is a rather old song, it holds some stories to what i've experienced and gone through. Overall, it's got a pretty cool and artistic point of view of the guys that's portrayed in the video MV =) n-joi



Today at SP, we went to the Air Force Museum at Paya Lebar. Man, i do not know how ta decribe the place. It's just so cool, and most of all, it reconfirms my desire to be an aircraft engineer or fighter pilot. Zz, shawn and i bought model planes to play with. Haha. We still do have kiddie desires k?

Anyways, after that, Albert, Eric and i went to TM to shop for shoes. I got a shirt that i'm going to wear for this coming friday's dinner and dance at SP. It looked so cool man. Haha. I shall upload some pictures for that event. Oh and that picture, Eric took if when i was eating my chicken at KFC. lol. i look rather serious. I'm HUNGRY.

there's just no rhyme or reason, only a sense of completion, and in your eyes, i see the missing pieces. I'm searching for, i think i found my way home.

Well, i was browsing through YouTube and i kinda thought of nickelback. So i thought this song "savin me" as i was reminded by Prison Break =D enjoy! it's a really 'touching' MV from my opinion.




Anyways, today was like my second day at SP's CFP and i THINK i remembered everyone's name in my group. Oh and we're famed for playing cards. haha. Pamela, Yun Ting, Cheryl, Crystal, Juliana, Samantha, Serene and Tabitha... Yeah i think that's all. Is it? haha I dunno. But it's an achievement knowing their names by the end of day 2. Oh and the picture is one that we took in the Nanotechnology and some other chim thing at the CLS at one of the 'clean rooms'... lol.

i thought i saw you today. but then again, maybe it's just me and my specs. you know... sometimes you can't see well with 2 pairs of lenses in front of you.. though those people in the labs with white coats claims that you will. hmm

Casino Royale Rocks!!



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