teddy bear's love

Saturday, March 31, 2007'♥

ROXANNE I MISS YOU!!! that should be enough for YOU! By the way im still as skinny as ever =P

Went to SP with cali this morning for the Freshmen Orientation Camp Briefing - didnt exactly feel really rah-rah. Anyway, after that, the both of us went to Carl's Jr at Plaza Singapura to have our lunch. Man, i'm feeling hungry already. Moving on... Yeah so we kinda chatted for bout 3 hrs ++ there before finally headed home. After she went dropped off at her stop. I was kinda thinking on what to text her, just to say thanks for the day. I kinda found it tough. Told cali before that once a person starts to know me i wont text that often. So guess it's setting in =) but crappy stuff still comes out. So no worries =)

i wanna jam

I told jason that i wont return to st pat's for any more npcc training and i guess the rest of the guys heard me as well. Disappointed? Scared? I don't know anything anymore bout the unit. i'd like to cry but i guess i've just run out of tears for them.

then finally i let it all go. just like that.

I am constantly reminded by you nowadays though it isn't like i asked for it. If i had a chance to find another girl again. I would, i'd try. You made me realise so - that relationships can be the hardest. But i've moved on, and i left you behind, miles and miles behind - before i know it, i turned my head and i could see you no more. then i remembered, i forgot to tell you something- i tried.

but i really dont care anymore. you weren't there to hear what i've got to say anyway. you just merely nodded. and to me, you nod was enough to tell me how you feel.

oh man i feel so emo.. haha. not!!! im just expressing how i feel lah =P

cK

luke hugged cali@ 11:48 PM

Wednesday, March 28, 2007'♥

Was out at SP the whole day. Firstly, with Keith, we went to the PrepMaths programme at MLT1. We weren't exactly listening to what the lecturer was saying we were like crapping lah

Keith: Eh you free later on?
cK: why you wanna date me out ah?
*both burst out laughing*

So i met Calister after that, she ate the chicken rice and i ate the mee hoon kuay. wasn't that bad for my part... but for her, sorry lah... bring u to that FC. went to do some of her enrolment stuff. Got into the SPSU FOC. man i just dont feel like blogging, though it was a really eventful day.

Well, i just kinda felt like writing yesterday. I don't know why. It was just so freaking sudden. And kinda emo too.. i meant that passage lah =P

"It may seem kinda long and hard,
but somehow you told me that it's worth the wait,
and somehow i'd get to where i want.
Then you said to me that 'somewhere out there, love will see us through'".

Guess you weren't exactly wrong. I just made a mistake that's all. You know?

cK

luke hugged cali@ 2:42 PM

Saturday, March 17, 2007'♥

It's been a while since i last blogged... K it was only like a week or so but hey, haha.

Saw my two little angels today. Janine and Rena!! My youngest female cousins. You know why i love them so much? cause firstly, they are super cute. and secondly they always "protect" me form my older fiercer cousins. haha. Dont have a pic of them though. must take picture next time.

once again, i'm telling ya'll IM NOT ATTACHED LAH!!!

Was at St Pat's for LLTC retreat today. Obviously, i didnt stay overnight. But anyways, had a chatting session with uncle ben that lasted 3 hours. yeah, talked bout stuff. Leadership, cca, SP, and almost anything bout what we can think of.

Told the following to some of my juniors today... Told them this because i felt that you cant be the best
forever. So what's the story to things?

Life is full of greatness. I'm one example, but i fell from grace. So it greatness aint permanent either.

I feel so reflective nowadays. WHOO!

I love camwhoring. So does my juniors. And so do the people i mix with. So tell me... What's wrong about that?

This is a tale of near-greatness, a story of what almost was...

cK

luke hugged cali@ 11:37 PM

Thursday, March 08, 2007'♥

heard this song at Ben & Jerry's today at suntec with Crystal and Eric. One of best songs from pink.

Went to SP today to find out more about the appeal. So they told me to appeal online first. After the 13th, if i still couldn't get into SP, then i'd appeal the hardcore way (with letters and stuffs). So calister, cross your fingers!! Oh and i think buy ben and jerry's ice cream for you better. cheaper and nicer. hahas.

Anyways, we went to eat at the chicken rice at canteen 2 and guess what? the aunty remembered us from CFP! haha. thats super cool. After that, we went to suntec city to shop for groceries... haha. we bought lots of stuff to indulge in.

1. Chocolate fudge cake
2. Beef jerky
3. Ben & jerry's ice cream!!!

yeah i look a little bit tired. actually i was. haha. was really really tired.

God, i've come so far and i know that it's too late to give up. So will you give me the strength to carry on this lap?

Cooked dinner for the both crystal and eric. was only okay... haha

cK

luke hugged cali@ 12:22 AM

Sunday, March 04, 2007'♥

This is one of the great songs by U2. You guys should really hear it. It really lightens me up when im tensed and such =) so yeah. enjoy~`

HEY!!

Saturday

Went out with the SKY peeps after making a police report on my lost wallet. Grr... Wells, kinda had a communication breakdown. Kinda pissed crystal off ba. Poor thing leh she, i know how i feels. This was how it went, the group of us, like about 15 people, went to Plaza Singapura to meet up? Then some people teleported here and there, some went MIA, some were confused and to cut the long story short - we were separated into two groups. One at Far East Plaza and the other one at PS. Anyways, we apologised to one another =) and we finally met up at a central location at esplanade to play truth or dare. Anyways, i kena dared to dance around with Aron (WHOO`) and also to kiss pam on her hand. I rate this outing 8/10!! Ended the day by walking home... THROUGH GEYLANG! Man... my leg hurts. And i slept at 4am!!

Sunday

So i slept at 4am and i woke up at 9.50am for church!! Yeah. Today's church going was kinda dramatic for me. After the service, i went forward for prayer, but before i could say anything to the pastor, i cried. Cause i was so afraid that i will not be able to get into Aeronautical Engg cause it's my childhood dream to be a pilot. Anyways, im really grateful and thankful for the prayer, and also the willingness of many people agreeing to write an appeal letter for me to enter the course if in the event i could not get in.

So i met Eric after church and we went to marina square for the Army Recruitment thing-thing. So i kinda got nice souvenirs and stuff like that and i also found out that i could not qualify for the Singapore Youth Flying Club because of my eyesight. Hai......

We went to Suntec after that to buy some ingredients to go home and cook dinner for us. haha. So on the way we met this two girls and they were saying something like that...

*Eric and cK walking*
Girl 1: Hey why did the chicken cross the road?
Girl 1: Cause a dinosaur was coming its way!!
GIrl 1 and 2: HAHAHA!!
*Eric and cK stunned*
cK: Did you hear what they said?
Eric: hahaha. Yah. But not funny lor.
cK: How bout this... Cause colonel sander's (the kfc founder fella) was on the same side of the road and he said "FINGER LICKIN GOOD!!"
Eric and cK: HAHAHAHA!!

Yeah that was lame. But it's new... =) and original

So after that we met my aunt (she's 26) and we chatted for a while... She's going back to germany with her husband. Anyways, here was what went on after that..

Eric: Wah. Your aunty quite chio ah?
cK: ... i told you it runs in the family.

Met Yun ting and Shawn lee over for dinner (after eric and i finished eating some really nice food that i made =)). Then we went to the downstairs hawker centre for some oyster omelette, kai lan veggies, bbq stingray and my mummy's bubble tea!! Played Tai Dee after that at my place.. haha.

Oh i bought this album by U2 at HMV today!! It's a really good album. It's got lotsa great hits and obviously to cheer/motivate/lift you up! So I'd really recommend it. But if you're lazy to buy, you can always borrow it from me!! =DD

I will place my faith in you, and because i do that, i know that all things will be added unto me. All things more abundantly than i could ever dream of. All things bigger than what my dreams are now.

If you like someone, it doesn't mean you have to go after her. That's all to it. There's no explanation to it. And in life, to many things there are no explanation. You can let your thoughts run wild and all, but the fact is that nothing that you've concieved has really happened. Or perhaps, maybe it will never happen. Said this to albert after he found out i liked pam. He was kind of jealous. But it's not as if she likes me anyway, so what's the injury?

cK

luke hugged cali@ 11:46 PM

Friday, March 02, 2007'♥

A really really cool video. If you peeps wanna groove? This is the song for you... =D n-joi

Haiz... Kena forced to go back to Ubin again.. SHit..

cK: Hello sir!!!
Mr lim: CHEE KEONG!!! Haha. Why never come back for training today?
cK: Huh? Today no training what... Common test right?
Mr lim: Wah, where you get all your information ah?
cK: Heh heh. Don't TELL you.
*fast forward*
Mr lim: Eh i need you to go ATF at ubin during the march holidays. Follow the kids. Cause all the teachers will be at course
This is where i gave shit loads of excuses
Mr lim: Eh chee keong sorry ah, but i really have to use this already...
cK: huh? What?
Mr lim: It's an order...

So much for being so committed to NPCC. Haiz. J07 here i come... ATF i don't want

Anyways, I was super blur today when i wanted to make a police report. You peeps know i lost my wallet right?

cK: Hi! (Yeah i was super enthu) I'd like to report for a lost i/c
Officer: Hello... Did you lose the wallet or just the i/c?
cK: Oh i just lost the i/c
Officer: Oh then you dont have to report for a loss. just go to ICA and make a new one
cK: Mmkay.. Thanks!

What the hell right? yeah. I didnt go back to the station coz i scared the officer think i siao. haha. Anyways, go tomorrow lor...

Made some really nice Black Pepper Beed Burger with Smoked Cheese. MY CONCOCTION!!! SO HAPPY! haha. It tastes good!!! Oh i made corn and chicken soup as well from some can... It was okay only..

And i got my new wallet!!! =) I think it's much cooler than my previous one... Man i seem so happy to have lost my wallet. Made my new ATM card and all too.. hahas.

thanks mich!! For making me laugh my ass off after i lost my wallet. For that, you wont get an ice cream =P I know you're reading this. bwahhh. Here's a little something for you. it's a little bit blur though.. I think u get what i mean right? haha

luke hugged cali@ 10:14 PM

Thursday, March 01, 2007'♥

Today, right now, ended quite badly for me... I lost my wallet. Yeah, my I/C my EZLink, my atm card and most of all, my $70 bucks. Couldn't exactly say i'm feeling like crap right now? Though i'd really like a hug now... Hopefully, Uncle Ferris will be able to find it for me... Thanks.

It was said that the things that you fear to lose, will eventually be gone. And because you protect it so much, it actually seems easier to lose it. The same went for my cash. I thought i'd save more by not going out and spending and stuff. Unfortunately, i lost my wallet. And i end up paying more than i could have saved...

No regrets. I didn't keep it well enough...

There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven. Ecc 3:1

O lord, i've strayed and backslided. Forgive me. Make me stronger. And lord, i always say to have faith and to keep it, but i've lost it. Give me the faith once again. Let me be renewed. Let me never use my own strength to accomplish things. Let me use my heart - your wisdom.

Hey mel, sorry i couldn't go out with you tomorrow as promised. I know you really really looked forward to it. and for that, i'm grateful, and sorry...

cK

Ad Majorem dei Gloriam - for the greater glory of God

luke hugged cali@ 11:31 PM

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