Sorry people!!!! For not posting pictures bout the stuff i do daily... Cause as most of you readers out there, you guys do KNOW that i didnt exactly go out right? =) And why no pictures of sceneries? Cause my camera phone died on me. pah.

I've got a little chunk of flesh off my knees... mmm. can see the bones.. Got a really big abrasion on my left arm. Got a little incise at my shoulder. Got skin off both my hands... What happened? My bike was going down a slope (can say quite steep) and it was raining... Guess what happened next? I dropped something... So i braked the bike. And yes, it skidded and i flew off my bike. Cool huh? I'm freaking hurting right now though.

This is the 8th Asia Pacific Lasallian Youth Congress (APLYC) logo. Reason why i havent been hanging out with the SKY peeps is mainly due to this =) Have lotsa upcoming meetings for this. It's just so so so fun being part of it all =))

But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair...

I must NOT crap so much. Must be more serious... Have you ever seen an aircraft engineer crapping his way through will wrenching bolts and nuts? Or a fighter pilot talking crap while taking off the runway? HAH. You get what i mean dont ya? =)) Oh and if you're wondering what's my favourite aircraft? Here is is....







Take care peeps =) Till then...



cK

This is kinda inspirational. This fella kinda quit his job to travel the world for 6 months... He video-ed himself dancing "horribly" but obviously he was having a ball of a time. And, the background music is somewhat cool too =DD do watch it please!



Im intending to save money full time lo!!! haha. actually for various reasons...

1. for fun. ive seriously got nothing better to do.
2. for the "shiok-ness". your piggy bank got alot of money u also happy right? yah lah... same thing im trying to feel here =))
3. to buy ice cream every week for cali. so lets do the math... 1/week = 4/month... so on average i've got to buy her 4X12 = 48 tubs of ice cream every year. and that = alot of $$$

I shall stop thinking bout her from now onwards... Guess i've finally made up my mind that i've got lots of time and she's not the kind that i want. Like i said... It's only a crush. But how i take it from now onwards, is just a total different thing. So... What have i got to lose?

by the way, erika's my cousin. We kinda re-typed out this coz we found it funny...

[erik]: HELLO!!! long time no see le. Eh i show you my "beauty queen wave"...
*waves at me "gracefully", then proceeds to touching her necklace then moving her hand back to flip her hair*
cK: uhh.. you gotta be kidding me???
[erik]: EH!!! I'm trying to improve k?? Need to get more guys head over heels with me...
cK: I've confirmed it. You're totally kidding me.
{erik}: You know? You SHOULD come up with some "macho" wave too... So you can get a girlfriend soon.
cK What? You just totally re-defined the meaning of being lame. And, i don't need some dumb wave to get a gf man..
[erik]: E-R-I-K-A! EEERRRRIIIIKAAAA!!
cK: OOH!!! ERIKA!!! the dumb shit.
[erik]: Eh, we took the same o levels hor?? *smirks* How did you do ah? I got 11 pts leh.
cK: k lah. erika smart lah. Anyways, how come you become so lame ah?
{erik]: hee.. Sorry lah. playing playing only. And how i became so lame? Learn lah!! From the grand master chee keong. Eh he very good wan leh... He's effective-fective.

afterall it's name, FAITH, do suggests the pledging of loyalty

This song is really good. kinda emotional. The starting's kinda spooky but hey... haha this song reminds me of a very special moment in life =)



This song makes me... HAPPY! and it gives me memories bout the time i sang it with sarah in sec 1. haha.



Jason.. u'll love this



IM NOT A FREAKING MALAY DAMN IT! AND I EFF-ING HATE IT WHEN THOSE MINA'S TRY TO HIT ON ME!!!! IT'S EFF-ING STUPID!!

Got to church early today because mum and i CABBED there. Anyways, nothing much going on except for the fact that i've got to go work tomorrow. Day's pass so fast when you're working... And once you do work, you wish for the weekends to come.. and once the weekends do come, it's passes too damn fast.

Postings for polytechnic and JCs are coming out next week right? I'm praying hard.

No man stands as tall when he kneels to help a child. Just like how jesus kneel to pick us up when we've fallen to the ground.

cK

Man... today's MV doesnt suit this post at ALL. haha. Try watching Usher's "Yeah"... =) Enjoy



It's kinda funny how we exchanged looks in church? But we never got the chance to speak to each other... And do i intend to keep it that way? Do i intend for you to be just my eye candy?

To her...
Is it inevitable that people drift apart?? Cause i think the both of us have. we never seem to talk to each other, again. and i wonder if i'll get to see you next week. but does it even make a difference if i do?

God had planned something better for us so that only together with us they would be made perfect. Hebrews 11:40

are these times contagious. i've never been this bored before. is this the prize i waited for?

Have i got a long way to run?? yeah, i run. and i'll keep running. running to the end.

SMILE!! =) aint sad or anything. just really really reflective. haha

cK

Have you ever stood in the centre of a stadium and when you looked around you see people standing up on their feets - chanting your name?

Take a look around.


cK




One random day, a food called charsiew called me... No dumb girl was hurt in the process of this log

Charsiew: Hey... is char siew there?
cK: ...
Charsiew: Hello?
cK: ...
Charsiew: Eh don't play leh...
cK: ...
Charsiew: Eh i broke up with my bf lah. don't play already.... please?
cK: Huh? How come? Why liddat?
Charsiew: HAHAHA. OMGOMGOMG!
*cK pauses*
cK: Oh shit. i fell for your dumb trick...
Charsiew: SInce when i got bf sia? HAHAHA.

I was so freaking dumb to fall for this dumb trick that this dumb girl created.

Let's dance like no one is praising us
Let's love like we've never been hurt before
Let's sing like no one is listening to us
Let's work like we don't need money for it
Let's live like today is the doomsday

Smiling, Jesus will always hold open the door

cK

The tune is nice to this song =)



Lol... To those juniors who believed i got into SAJC. Kidding lah. I was just kidding. But, to the more important stuff...

All the best to those of you taking your Common Tests tomorrow =) Must score better than 14pts in l1r4 k? Must be better than me!!!

cK

Hey all! Just returned from dinner and gambling session at my grandpa's place. wahaha. I didnt gamble. I was talking to my relatives and all. joking here and there. And i didn't know wan jie jie was 27 already. And, she's getting married soon =) So i shall expect more ang bao's next year. i also didnt know uncle ferris was in the air force for 10 years =) cool..

Just the other day at church i met an air force pilot and a former air force Major. My boss was in the air force. It show's so clearly that God is behind it all.

And i also had fortune cookies. haha. Such cool stuff =) marvelous. and my aunts and i had a session on talking bout "act blur, think smart" at workplaces haha.

So there'll be npcc training tomorrow. It's going to be a long long day. The sec 4s are just SOOO gonna get it from me.

Let's rearrange shall we?

Oh by the way, i spent my morning and afternoon with Jason. We were fishing. haha. We had lots of fun? posing for pictures lol... It's feel good time.











"here's a sigh to those who love me,
And a smile to those who hate,
And, whatever sky's above me,
Here's a heart for every fate."
-Lord Byron

Charmaine Siew: "Hey char siew rocks k? It's like bbq pork? you know whats bbq rite? it's something like bbq-ed over this thing called the bbq pit? yeah it's really random. but its so so SO true can? so yah. umm. char siew rocks! that's mean u n me!"

cK

GRANDMA HAS BEEN DISCHARGED!!! WHOO~! Happy happy!

Went out with jason today... The both of us bought lots of books at The Times Bookshop and we then went to catch "ghost rider". Haha my 3rd movie in less than a week. I shall update the reviews for the books, so maybe you peeps out there would wanna buy and read them as well =)

if you don't make a choice, choice will make you life

Saw eunice at Tampines Mall today. What can i say? haha. She's just as.. gorgeous as before? haha. Also saw Gwen and Martin on my way home. chatted for a little while. just a little =)

PEOPLE!! DRAW OUT YOUR CARDS! So grandma has been discharged? SO what? Reunion dinner lah duh! Haha. Played cards with everyone! i didnt win, didnt lose too. wahaha. Then played with janine lah. So poor thing? Underage. haha. Then Agnes jie gave me a ride home with her super cool dog footprint volkswagon. Her car's super cute man.

sps npcc. how long can i last? i don't know. now that i've found my heart back again and so has it found me back. im not too sure i'll give up soon enough. i'll keep fighting.

What are you fighting for? Why do you want to even want to fight? Why do you want to be the best? Why?

cK

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

cK

People, the above is a song called "fields of hope" by Rie Tanaka. It's really nice. Please listen to it, you can skip the anime (gundam seed destiny) if you dont like anime =) thanks. you know? i cried when i watched the last episode of the anime. haha.

Am glad that grandma's all good =) I bought her favourite fried wantons.

First day of the lunar new year is tomorrow! but im going visiting. haha that has been my practice for 3 years now. Why? To cut the long story short... I just don't like being a hypocrite going round blessing others with my mouth when my heart is just the cash. So i rather not go =) But im not saying everyone's like that =) besides, i still accept them when i go to my grandma's house for reunion dinners and sorts. So? What's the deal? Tai dee anyone? haha.

Thanks jason, for saying that my blog can touch people. it really means alot to me.

I had a dream of you,
You were laughing like a child.
Familiar yet still distant, that is the future's promise.

I'm searching for those gentle hands,
That embraced me on the day I was born.

A single voice of prayer disappears,
And I start again, continuing tryingly by myself.

Pictures of yesterday's outing

Us. On the train to catch the late night movie



Sometimes in life we just think about how we want to all to end. How we want things to be. How we want things to feel like the movies. How we feel like things to be what we conceive. Sometimes i feel that things around me are all a show. The things around me are nothing but a puppet show, where we are all part of the casts... only that we are on strings. Sometimes it feels like you imagination isnt enough to beat the reality that's bothering you. Sometimes we do not get what we always asked for. Sometimes we do get what we ask for, only to find out that we've asked for the wrong things.

Then there are those that always sit around and do nothing but get something out of it. And we see those that struggle no more different than a bird in a cage trying to break free but get nothing out of all those struggles. So we wake up ever other morning, doing our common routines. Going to our common workplace or schools. Taking the common bus or driving the same common car. going home from at that same common time.

Dont you think the lives we lead are just too common? Don't you think there's more to it?

i'll continue praying for you ah ma. and i wont stop, even if the world stops.

cK

Hey all... Today was a really great day for me. Went back to school in the morning together with matthew, jake and shawn. So we gve oranges to teachers and all. That was about it. After that, matt jake and i went to plaza singapura to have lunch and play arcade. At around 105pm shawn and i went to watch "just follow law". Recommended show =)

Then after the movie, the both of us went to eat ice cream. yeah, then met up with the rest and had steamboat/hotplate bbq-ing at marine south. and we saw fireworks =) i think it was for the CNY celebrations. Anyway, after that the gang of us went to catch another movie - epic movie. haha. if you really need to laugh, you can go catch it. it will seriously make you laugh. one of the best comedy movies i've ever watched.

SO we went home after the movie... After Sam and crystal left the train at eunos station, my mum called me and told me that my grandma has been hospitalised. I shan't elaborate. Yeah. Kinda down... coz i really love her alot...

"heart is believe and faith put together. i had heart. and i know that without heart, you cannot play"

Shawn asked me today why am i still liking her... i aint got anything to say to him. but i did told him i wont try to even get her as my girl... ever.

God, God, please her grandma overcome her difficulties...

cK

THIS IS THE FOURTH TIME IM TYPING THIS POST!!! WHY?! Because the dumb internet just closed down like that. The second time happened when i was about to click post. zmgf...



This is a joke between charmaine siew and i... why must my nick name be char siew? and why must i get used to it?!?! grr..

BASED ON TRUE EVENTS. ANY RESEMBLANCE OR FAMILIARITY IS PROBABLY JUST YOUR IMAGINATION.
One sweret day, a girl, Charmaine Siew and a guy, Chee Keong were strolling along the busy street of Orchard Road. Unexpectedly, some random and nonsense girl from the stream of pedestrians shouted out "CHAR SIEW!!!". Then Charmaine and Chee Keong shot their heads back to see who was calling. A split second later, Charmaine then turn to Chee Keong and shot him a hey-there's-a-prettty-girl-looking-at-you kind of look and Chee Keong OBVIOUSLY got stunned. She then said, "oh darling... Your name is just SO FEMININE!!!! Chee Keong stuttered and said anticipatingly "uh... what?"

How was valentines ya'll?

Had dinner with boss and herman just a while ago. Food was just... shiok.

cK

Happy valentines' to ya'll peeps out there =) I FINALLY made my decision on which courses to go last night (at around 3 am) after deb was like asking me to hurry up and make up my mind while she went to make her valentine's day card.

Here are my top 5 choices:
1. Aeronautical Engineering (SP)
2. Marine and Offshore Technology (NP)
3. Mechanical Engineering (SP)
4. Mechanical Engineering (NP)
5. Aerospace Technology (NP)

Last night i was thinking... I've got 14 points and yet and i am confused over what course to take. Then there are those who get above 20 points and they are confused on which course they will get into because they did not do well.

Do you want to be with the best? Or be with the rest?

Yesterday, yt, eric and justin came over to my place and i made cooked mesquite butter chicken burgers for them. And duh, everyone loves my cooking =) Where else can you find a guy who cooks nowadays?

cK

Jason, you might like this song =) and i'm practising to jam soon. So KIV k?

Today at work, i met this restaurant boss and he told me to "follow my heart" wherever i go. Sounds familiar huh? I meet many kinds of nice people at work. Always giving me advices and stuff.

Saturday:
Had family dinner and of course, my uncles and aunties all enquired about how i did for the O's. After a while, after the dinner, two of my uncles and i went to the pub by the beachfront near my house. He asked me a question which i am unable to forget -
do you want to be with the best? or be with the rest?. Thing is, i was the best, and i didnt know whether to like it or not.

So what's the story???

Thank you God. A million thanks. Though i didnt do as well as many people thought i did, though i did not live up to the expectations of my teachers, still you have a part in it all =)

I have fought the good fight, i have run the race, i have kept the faith.

cK

I've got a new nickname! Char siew. Hmm. How come? That stalker junior always call me H-S-U. Yah, he spells out my surname. So S-U is translated into Char Siew. Haha. Like that also can?

O Levels 2006. I've scored 14 points for L1R4. You know? Before the results were released my Principal told me that i did very well? I was rather skeptical until he told me that i had 3 distinctions. Then i had a feeling that the other 3 subjects will be Cs. When the results were released. Indeed i had 3 distinctions, 2 Cs and a B.

I know though, that i've put in my hardest effort and done my very best. I studied like it was going to save my life. Right now, even though 14 may seem really good to most people, actually, i don't feel that it's good at all. But knowing the fact that i've done my very very best, im grateful to God for my results.

Breakdown of results:
English: C6 (Yeah. Cant believe it huh? Well, believe it =))
Maths "D": A2
Chinese: C6
Comb. Sci: A1
Comb. Humanities: B4
Accounts: A2

Why do i know so many smart gals? xiao zhu, chark, boon, wai mun, sam and many others all beat me =( Congrats to ya'll anyways =)

Thanks to sam, daryl and my marvelous jnrs who kinda "cheered" me up when i received my results =) thanks!!! and also to you amelia, kinda surprising that you'll msg me =)

Went to marina square with the sky peeps aft collecting o level results... had a great time at seoul garden with an occasional aerial attack from the splatting oil form the hot plate =) really nice ice cream at some jap shop. then some really wonderful chatting session at esplanade.

You say that love goes anywhere. In your darkest time it's just enough to know it's there.


cK

I lost my keys to my workplace. shit. what was i thinking? anyway, boss was really nice, he didnt scold me. He even made a new one for me =)

talked to mum at her cafe after work today... jumped to the topic about fa2 (my ex). She asked me why i even liked her. Haha. that was so 2.5 years ago man..

so tomorrow i'll be going back to school. how i dont see that stalker. haha.

i know 2 cKs. One is me. the other one is chark. she's the small one. im the big one. understand? =)

cK

Had a convo with Myles (another one of my minion/junior). Should really see this. Haha.

[Myles]: Yo! Guess what, i'm dloading music. ILLEGALLY! HAH.
cK: Yo what's going on man? =) So how liddat? Wan me call police not?
[Myles]: haha. what punishment? eat cake ah?
cK: No lah, give you something better. Punishment ah... Hmm, let's say free logding at a five star one room "apartment" fully furnished with bed and toilet and a really cool door where people can see through and see what you are doing. Then you get really good food provided. 3 meals a day... Designers clothing which includes a white t shirt and black shorts. A really cool haircut every month. then u'll also get this really cool number i/d of your own? man... and lastly, exemption from work for the rest of your life. Cool right?
[Myles]: eh liddat set set. call police now leh.

Like that also can? By the way, Myles is my junior from npcc. Sec 2 this year. Likes to slack, hates to work. And got 5 star lodging he will be the first the say yes.

This fri collect results alr lor... How? Got to call rox, deb, daryl, mich and who else ah? Piang. Nervous.

Oh GOD~!!!! HELP!! haha. Will i do well???

cK

two years ago, i wrote on my former blog (As i was reading it) "today, i am proud of st pat's. tomorrow, st pat's will be proud of me". Right now, im just thinking whether st pats has been proud of me and all the stuff that i've done. But really after learning all those lessons about life in school... Does it really matter if st pats is proud of me?

365 is just a mere statistic to some people. to me, it means i'm getting older by a year. to me it means a lear closer to death. to me it means a year of unforgettable memories down memory lane. to me it means a year of unfulfilled dreams. to me it means a year of achievements. a year closer to some people. a year further away from some. arrogance killed me this time. my life had just begun, but it'll be too late to quit now. i am ignorant. with many things to learn... but then again, sometimes, ignorance is strength.

Sup ya'll? Sprained ankle, never go work today. Neither did i go for the SKY outing. yt asked me to plan for the next outing, i told her that i dont wanna plan for it ever again. haha. why? because i planned the New Year Eve outing and no one replied except for jake but in the end quite a few ppl turned up. then there was the chalet. haha. what's the story?

I started playing neopets again. lol. this is a measure of how bored i am =) convinced? haha

cK

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